Convo~

convocation @ tarc~
okok.. this is not d first time i go to a convo..
but..
is d first time i go to an online fren convo..
jz imagine..
an online fren dat knew from '05 (whn i was in form 3)..
till even im in d same col with him..
also haven meet him before..
but now..
i went to his convo to meet him..
haha..
dats d first meet between us..

okie.. let mi describe bout d situation of d day..
first.. i woke up n get prepared..
bath.. make up..
afta finished all..
i started to get nervous + scat
and a bit excited..
haha.. thn i decided to call up bao bei..
hmm.. afta talk to her n mummy..
thn i feel a bit better ady..

whn i reach college hall ther..
so ngam..
they jz came out from d hall..
thn i sent a msg to him..
'halo, u came out from hall ady?'
i waited for a a while.. but still no reply..
thn i suddenly thought of ah munz..
dunno she still in col anot..
if got thn can ask her to accompany me..
haha..
manatau...
whn i was on phone with her..
he called in..
LOL!!
i missed his call n hv to call back..
theres d brief conversation between us..
'halo, err.. err.. derek...?'
'halo,aloha happy(dats my webname,actually is alohappy), whr r u now?'
'i now at.. er.. right hand side whn u out from college hall there.....'
'ok, i go find u..'
'er.. okok!'
after few second i hung up d phone....
OMG~!!
i did a stupid thing..
how he wanna find a person in d crowd?
sumore he jz saw my pic b4 oni ler...
i wonder.. how he wanna find me... =.=
afta dat.. i msg him
'im wearing a yellow shirt and taking a pink color bag'
after a few min..
my hp rang n its him..
'whr r u o?'
'hmm.. i hard to tell la..'
thn i saw d poles for flag d..
'meet at d flags there ok?' i said
'i now at there ady..'
*huh? wat? ngm hai guar.. so ngam..*
'okok.. i go ther now..'
whn i at d flag area thr..
i looked around..
hm..
hmm.....
hmmm......
=.=''
sei foh...!!
i nt really rmb how he look lik...
thn i call up him..
'i at d flag ther ady wor.. whr r u? i cant see u d?'
'i also at flag thr liao oo...?'
*i looked around again n spotted a person..
seems lik him..*
'huh? did u wear ur hat?'
'huh??'
'hmm.. u wear wat color 2day? red? blue?'
'is red'
*thn another so ngam he turned around n saw me*
'i saw u'
'ya..me too..'

both of us smiled.. haha..
is kinda weird nia...
thn he called up his family..
thn i help to take photo for them..
thn walk walk here n ther..
afta a while..
i dcided to make a move..
coz have to dabao for ah maa n pack things back sban liao..
i tot i can meet up others d..
but jz him oni.. haha..
i think is better thn din meet b4 ba..
LOL!!

ohya.. d him dat i mention is derek..
his web name is chopin..
alohachopin.
haha..

anyway..
Grats derek aka chopin..
hope we can meet in future too..
uhm well..
now we still in d same col ma..
haha..
sure gt chance d.. =)

PAIN AR!!!!!

2dat.. jz now.. my cute lil' toe injured liao~

theres d story y i wil get injured..

1st.. my bro d cupboard new door gt sth wrong.. n he get mad at it ady n bang d door..
thn.. i go look look n try help to fix it lor..
afta dat.. i realise wat happen n prepare to fix it..
manatau...
bang!!
dat dam door slipped from my hand.. and..... and....
HIT MY TOE!!!!

at first.. i din feel anything.. thn.. slowly~ slowly~

d blood flow out btween d nail and d flesh.. (is d upper part)

WALAU AAAA~~~
MAMAMI AAAARRRRR~~~~

IS SO DAMMIT D PAIN~!!!!
KAOOOOOO!!!

i put dat door aside n jump to sit.. huiyo..
d blood flow out lik no need $$ lik dat.. =.=
thn thn my mum saw it n get angry adt..
she move d damm door outside n get medi for mi..

whn she went downstairs to get medi..
i jump bac to my room.. thn..
pain dao cry liao... T.T
is really dam pain..
jz lik sum1 use a hammer n ham on ur toe..
hoi seh~~
shuang dao~~~~

now my toe get bandaged ady..
ltr stil wan wear new shoe bac kl d ler...
sad~~ T.T
b4 wear new shoe d toe ady injured..
hak betul... iiissshhh~!!!

eye contact...??

i wonder since whn i realise..
whn i turn around n look at u..
i found dat..
ur looking at me in d same time as well..
thn..
i start to think..
how long u been looking at me?
why r u looking at me?
did i do sth wrong?
but..
d timing of eye contact is short..
jz a few sec..
n..
we turned away..
i wonder..
wats in ur mind dat time?
wat u think bout me?
wat u gonna do?
at last..
nth happen..
lik those r all my imagination..
i nt sure bout dat....

给自己的留言。。

dear karman..

please.. please do your responsibilities as a daughter, as a student, as a friend, and as yourself..

theres no one can be you.. dont u be afraid..

think.. think y u put ur blog url as onlykarman..

becoz.. dats only u in d world.. the only special characteristic..

dont be afraid.. theres a lot for u to learn..

the world is dat big.. the places that u wan to go still a lots..

not only in msia, nt only in asia, is d whole world..

dont be afraid.. u r not alone at all..

trust urself.. ur frenz is all around the world..

jz accept them with an open heart..

they r not dat bad as u xpceted..

dont be afraid.. your home always there..

no matter wat happens.. or u tired..

go back.. go back to the home that u always miss..

daddy is there.. mummy is there.. so with bro..

time wont change the family bond between u n them..

cheer up.. theres nth u cant solve..

think. analysis, feel, decide..

do wat u shd do..

not wat u wan to do..

think twice before decide..

plan well before u do anything..

dats is d karman,

daughter of daddy n mummy..

naughty sis of big bro..

abnormal person of the frenz..

gambate.. u can do it..

trust urself..

theres nth to afraid of..

缺钱~

omg.. i gonna broke ady..

isshhh~!!!

now have to save money..

save save save~

haiz.. wat to do.. budget RM100 for a fren bday..

dats too much for me..

really swt.. but nvm la..

coz is her 21st bday celebration..

dats wat we all can do for her..

dats d oni request from her anyway..

gambate.. best of luck to u~!!

aza aza fighting!!

懒惰了~

不知道为什么。。最近还蛮懒惰的。。
没什么精神。。做什么事都提不起劲。。
特别是读书！！
啊啊啊啊啊啊！！！
救命啊！！！

不知道自己是否在逃避些什么。。
也不想知道。。
我想，
很多事情，不要去解开比较好。。
不过，
不去解开，不代表事情不存在。。

i guess.. dats d main problem of mine..
i dunno how to say out..
im afraid dat..
if i say dat out.. there will be more problems..
it is better thn i keep it.. burried in the mind..
dats all.. i guess...??

生日。。？？

为了美云的生日，计划了还蛮久的。。

可是，想不到。。

原来我在计划别人同事。。

我也正在被计划。。可怜哦~

不过，我还是很感动。。

他们为我做的每件事。。

他们的每个笑容。。

我都一一记得~

太爱你们了！！

你们真得很可爱！！

当然不只美云他们啦！

还有我这班死党~

真的服了你们哦！！

到底是想的鬼点子？？

不过真的谢谢你们！！

当然，还有你。。

谢谢你特地来哦！

说真的，我有点吓到！！

哈哈哈哈哈哈哈！！

只不过我掩饰得很好罢了~

嗯~当然还要谢谢每位祝福我的啦！！

还有些意想不到的惊喜。。

小女子再此谢啦~！

^^v

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