walau AAA!!!!

aiyoyo.. i wanna fight with d dust ady.. arrrggghhh!!!!

THEY R KILLING ME!!!

KAO KAO KAAOOOOOOO!!!!

this sat lorry will come to move those big item to new house.. then.. left all those small item to pack.. wat d ****!!! !@#$%^&*(*&^%$#@! dat all i can say... iiissshhhhhhhhhhh!!!!

btw.. im kinda glad.. first.. thx to bro.. haha.. he installed RRO in his comp.. thn i play that game too.. haha.. nice.. i get to know many ppl from all over the world.. haha.. but.. all is guys.. =.= even is a female character.. but is still a guy who playing dat... FAINT!!!

hmm.. lets see.. i get to noe 1 from usa(Byakko11798), okie.. dats d first fren i noe in there.. thn another is from india(DEATHKNIGHT).. he really cool and awesome.. n teach mi a lots of things too!! ^^ thn another 1 is msian(mfeowan).. but is a malay.. he is kinda cool n helpful~!! haha!! thn another 1 is more near d country(lucki).. from singapore.. haha.. recently i use to on9 n train with him and the fren from india.. gosh.. we do make up a great team.. haha.. coz they r soo cool!! so awesome!! soo nice!! so cute!! haha.. hope they wun mind i say dat.. lols..

ohya.. bout d guy hu using girl char.. =.= gosh.. st first.. i really glad dat i hv a first girl fren in dat game(Rrina).. manatau.. =.= deathknight tell mi.. she is a guy.. i straight lik.. wat d.... then.. is OMG!!!! hahahaaaa~

thn 1 day he say dat he is bored.. thn my little devil horn is out.. haha.. i ask him to marry in that game.. then will have more fun.. thn he replied mi dat wanna marry with me.. haha.. i straight answer him dat.. is lesbian marridge is legal in d game?? as his char is a girl.. haha.. he straight swt n speechless.. wakakkaaaaa!! deathknight also swt lik hell whn heard dat.. haha..

gosh.. i really enjoy to play dat game.. haha.. but.. i hv a bit guilty.. coz i will disappear from that game anytime.. jz depends on when my bro goin to delete that game.. hope that they will be fine n accept my disappearence later.. hahaaa.. but i will miss them.. they gave mi a wonderful time in a busy holiday.. ^^ love u guys a lot.. hahaaaaa.. dun worry.. jz a frenship love~ muaxx~~ haha!!

once again...

hais.. everytime.. i hv lots of thoughts that playing in my mind.. but.. but.. evrytime.. whn i wan to post it out here.. or even xpress dat.. i face a difficult problem.. my mind blanks.. n.. i dunno how to start it.. it jz lik a continous drama.. n i dunno how to start it.. or even finish it.. i dunno how to type out here.. i dunno hu to tell to.. i dunno how shd i tell.. i dunno how shd i make ppl understand wat im thinking.. i really dunno.. ok.. dats end up wit.. i keep those words in my mind n heart.. smile n laugh facing every1.. jz lik nth happen b4.. even.. i know that the problem do exist until it is solve.. so.. i guess i will less come here to post liao ba.. theres too many things that cant use word to describe....

unspoken words..

thr are many things dat i wanna post here.. bout my 1 week d feelings.. but i hardly post it here.. coz even myself also messed up.. n this make mi found out sth interesting.. i can write it out n burn it.. lik this.. thr will be no ppl noe.. ^^ mayb sum1 will say.. if lik this.. thrs no diff btween write n no write.. okok.. kinda no diff also d.. hehe.. but it jz can help to make my heart feel more better.. but.. jz a bit ler.. hais..

ohya.. another reason i put this title.. is coz i had sore throat liao.. really unspoken words ma... very pain whn talk ler.. so.. any1 hu saw this post.. plz dun call mi.. msg mi thn can liao.. my throat cant be torture dat much... pain pain pain....!!!! T_______T

thinking....

i had all my feelings messed up in my mind.. jz for this few days.. many things had happened.. i had d joy moments.. i had the sad moments.. for the joy moments.. baobei.. she had her hapiness ady.. n im glad n happy for her.. ^.^ gambatte for ur future.. i know u can do it d.. dun worry too much.. ^^
sad is.. munz cant join for d genting trip.. i cant say anything but sorry.. n i will bring u souvenier frm seremban.. sorry ar coz not genting d..

i wonder wats my mind thinking.. mom n dad hv quarrel.. standing in d middle really feels bad.. thinks whole week.. i hv all my feelings messed.. n.. i stil cant forgive myself.. for some reason.. i cant pass my own emotianal decision.. even u all say dats wat i shd do.. i feel lik wanna cry.. but i cant cry out.. not oni in front of u all.. even im alone.. i still cant cry out.. mayb dats wat they call the tears had dried out.. or ady numb of dat..

im jz a coward......

okie.. bsides.. thx for all of u hu went to genting trip.. i do enjoy d trip.. n eddie.. sorry ar.. shout at u whn morning dat time.. really sorry.. >.< jz dat time d emotianal control nt dat gud... hehe.. to 283 n dexter.. nice to meet u all oo.. haha.. hope dat u all got enjoy d trip.. ^^

玩失踪...

在每一次的假期,我都会玩失踪..
不知被说被骂了多少次...
我还是照样失踪... 哈哈!!
我想了很多次,为什么我要玩失踪??
每一次,我都得不到答案..

这一次,我知道了..
这一次,我想通了..
这一次,我明白了..

原来,我只想把每一分每一秒都花在家里..
原来,我只想补回我之前不在家的缺陷..
原来,我只想让朋友之间多一些空间..
原来我自己很懒惰的~ (这是百分百事实哟!!)

昨天晚上,帮妈妈按摩的时候..
妈妈说:"有女儿在家真好...你都不知道几久没帮妈妈按摩了..."
我听了..不好受..
如果..我每一天在家帮妈妈..
她可以轻松很多的..
她可以不用那么累的..
晚上..我哭了.. 恨自己的不肖..
原来我自己是很无能为力的...