thinking....

i had all my feelings messed up in my mind.. jz for this few days.. many things had happened.. i had d joy moments.. i had the sad moments.. for the joy moments.. baobei.. she had her hapiness ady.. n im glad n happy for her.. ^.^ gambatte for ur future.. i know u can do it d.. dun worry too much.. ^^
sad is.. munz cant join for d genting trip.. i cant say anything but sorry.. n i will bring u souvenier frm seremban.. sorry ar coz not genting d..

i wonder wats my mind thinking.. mom n dad hv quarrel.. standing in d middle really feels bad.. thinks whole week.. i hv all my feelings messed.. n.. i stil cant forgive myself.. for some reason.. i cant pass my own emotianal decision.. even u all say dats wat i shd do.. i feel lik wanna cry.. but i cant cry out.. not oni in front of u all.. even im alone.. i still cant cry out.. mayb dats wat they call the tears had dried out.. or ady numb of dat..

im jz a coward......

okie.. bsides.. thx for all of u hu went to genting trip.. i do enjoy d trip.. n eddie.. sorry ar.. shout at u whn morning dat time.. really sorry.. >.< jz dat time d emotianal control nt dat gud... hehe.. to 283 n dexter.. nice to meet u all oo.. haha.. hope dat u all got enjoy d trip.. ^^