dunno..??

thrs nth in this world that have a fix answer..

okie
if i ask u..
if ur parents drop into sea.. n both of them dunno how to swim..
hu will u save?
father?
mother?

by the time u thinking hu to save..
they might had drowned..

there are moments that we dunno wat to say and wat to choose..
therefore..
we will answer dunno..
sometimes..
peoples will think that this is the most safe answer for certain questions..
but at the same time..
this also will be the most dangerous answer that ruins ur reputation..

some peoples think that answering dunno all the time is weaklings..
this is because they do not have their courage or fake to expres themselves..
some might answering dunno at first..
but..
in their mind.. they already have something set up..
then? wats d point of answering dunno??
for fun??
to listen other opinion??
wat if d person insist on their own thoughts..?
then d dunno that u had said earlier became a asshole bullshit........

Convo~

convocation @ tarc~
okok.. this is not d first time i go to a convo..
but..
is d first time i go to an online fren convo..
jz imagine..
an online fren dat knew from '05 (whn i was in form 3)..
till even im in d same col with him..
also haven meet him before..
but now..
i went to his convo to meet him..
haha..
dats d first meet between us..

okie.. let mi describe bout d situation of d day..
first.. i woke up n get prepared..
bath.. make up..
afta finished all..
i started to get nervous + scat
and a bit excited..
haha.. thn i decided to call up bao bei..
hmm.. afta talk to her n mummy..
thn i feel a bit better ady..

whn i reach college hall ther..
so ngam..
they jz came out from d hall..
thn i sent a msg to him..
'halo, u came out from hall ady?'
i waited for a a while.. but still no reply..
thn i suddenly thought of ah munz..
dunno she still in col anot..
if got thn can ask her to accompany me..
haha..
manatau...
whn i was on phone with her..
he called in..
LOL!!
i missed his call n hv to call back..
theres d brief conversation between us..
'halo, err.. err.. derek...?'
'halo,aloha happy(dats my webname,actually is alohappy), whr r u now?'
'i now at.. er.. right hand side whn u out from college hall there.....'
'ok, i go find u..'
'er.. okok!'
after few second i hung up d phone....
OMG~!!
i did a stupid thing..
how he wanna find a person in d crowd?
sumore he jz saw my pic b4 oni ler...
i wonder.. how he wanna find me... =.=
afta dat.. i msg him
'im wearing a yellow shirt and taking a pink color bag'
after a few min..
my hp rang n its him..
'whr r u o?'
'hmm.. i hard to tell la..'
thn i saw d poles for flag d..
'meet at d flags there ok?' i said
'i now at there ady..'
*huh? wat? ngm hai guar.. so ngam..*
'okok.. i go ther now..'
whn i at d flag area thr..
i looked around..
hm..
hmm.....
hmmm......
=.=''
sei foh...!!
i nt really rmb how he look lik...
thn i call up him..
'i at d flag ther ady wor.. whr r u? i cant see u d?'
'i also at flag thr liao oo...?'
*i looked around again n spotted a person..
seems lik him..*
'huh? did u wear ur hat?'
'huh??'
'hmm.. u wear wat color 2day? red? blue?'
'is red'
*thn another so ngam he turned around n saw me*
'i saw u'
'ya..me too..'

both of us smiled.. haha..
is kinda weird nia...
thn he called up his family..
thn i help to take photo for them..
thn walk walk here n ther..
afta a while..
i dcided to make a move..
coz have to dabao for ah maa n pack things back sban liao..
i tot i can meet up others d..
but jz him oni.. haha..
i think is better thn din meet b4 ba..
LOL!!

ohya.. d him dat i mention is derek..
his web name is chopin..
alohachopin.
haha..

anyway..
Grats derek aka chopin..
hope we can meet in future too..
uhm well..
now we still in d same col ma..
haha..
sure gt chance d.. =)

PAIN AR!!!!!

2dat.. jz now.. my cute lil' toe injured liao~

theres d story y i wil get injured..

1st.. my bro d cupboard new door gt sth wrong.. n he get mad at it ady n bang d door..
thn.. i go look look n try help to fix it lor..
afta dat.. i realise wat happen n prepare to fix it..
manatau...
bang!!
dat dam door slipped from my hand.. and..... and....
HIT MY TOE!!!!

at first.. i din feel anything.. thn.. slowly~ slowly~

d blood flow out btween d nail and d flesh.. (is d upper part)

WALAU AAAA~~~
MAMAMI AAAARRRRR~~~~

IS SO DAMMIT D PAIN~!!!!
KAOOOOOO!!!

i put dat door aside n jump to sit.. huiyo..
d blood flow out lik no need $$ lik dat.. =.=
thn thn my mum saw it n get angry adt..
she move d damm door outside n get medi for mi..

whn she went downstairs to get medi..
i jump bac to my room.. thn..
pain dao cry liao... T.T
is really dam pain..
jz lik sum1 use a hammer n ham on ur toe..
hoi seh~~
shuang dao~~~~

now my toe get bandaged ady..
ltr stil wan wear new shoe bac kl d ler...
sad~~ T.T
b4 wear new shoe d toe ady injured..
hak betul... iiissshhh~!!!

eye contact...??

i wonder since whn i realise..
whn i turn around n look at u..
i found dat..
ur looking at me in d same time as well..
thn..
i start to think..
how long u been looking at me?
why r u looking at me?
did i do sth wrong?
but..
d timing of eye contact is short..
jz a few sec..
n..
we turned away..
i wonder..
wats in ur mind dat time?
wat u think bout me?
wat u gonna do?
at last..
nth happen..
lik those r all my imagination..
i nt sure bout dat....

给自己的留言。。

dear karman..

please.. please do your responsibilities as a daughter, as a student, as a friend, and as yourself..

theres no one can be you.. dont u be afraid..

think.. think y u put ur blog url as onlykarman..

becoz.. dats only u in d world.. the only special characteristic..

dont be afraid.. theres a lot for u to learn..

the world is dat big.. the places that u wan to go still a lots..

not only in msia, nt only in asia, is d whole world..

dont be afraid.. u r not alone at all..

trust urself.. ur frenz is all around the world..

jz accept them with an open heart..

they r not dat bad as u xpceted..

dont be afraid.. your home always there..

no matter wat happens.. or u tired..

go back.. go back to the home that u always miss..

daddy is there.. mummy is there.. so with bro..

time wont change the family bond between u n them..

cheer up.. theres nth u cant solve..

think. analysis, feel, decide..

do wat u shd do..

not wat u wan to do..

think twice before decide..

plan well before u do anything..

dats is d karman,

daughter of daddy n mummy..

naughty sis of big bro..

abnormal person of the frenz..

gambate.. u can do it..

trust urself..

theres nth to afraid of..

缺钱~

omg.. i gonna broke ady..

isshhh~!!!

now have to save money..

save save save~

haiz.. wat to do.. budget RM100 for a fren bday..

dats too much for me..

really swt.. but nvm la..

coz is her 21st bday celebration..

dats wat we all can do for her..

dats d oni request from her anyway..

gambate.. best of luck to u~!!

aza aza fighting!!

懒惰了~

不知道为什么。。最近还蛮懒惰的。。
没什么精神。。做什么事都提不起劲。。
特别是读书！！
啊啊啊啊啊啊！！！
救命啊！！！

不知道自己是否在逃避些什么。。
也不想知道。。
我想，
很多事情，不要去解开比较好。。
不过，
不去解开，不代表事情不存在。。

i guess.. dats d main problem of mine..
i dunno how to say out..
im afraid dat..
if i say dat out.. there will be more problems..
it is better thn i keep it.. burried in the mind..
dats all.. i guess...??

生日。。？？

为了美云的生日，计划了还蛮久的。。

可是，想不到。。

原来我在计划别人同事。。

我也正在被计划。。可怜哦~

不过，我还是很感动。。

他们为我做的每件事。。

他们的每个笑容。。

我都一一记得~

太爱你们了！！

你们真得很可爱！！

当然不只美云他们啦！

还有我这班死党~

真的服了你们哦！！

到底是想的鬼点子？？

不过真的谢谢你们！！

当然，还有你。。

谢谢你特地来哦！

说真的，我有点吓到！！

哈哈哈哈哈哈哈！！

只不过我掩饰得很好罢了~

嗯~当然还要谢谢每位祝福我的啦！！

还有些意想不到的惊喜。。

小女子再此谢啦~！

^^v

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