lil' crabby life..

once.. there is a lil' crabby.. she ealily to get touched.. she easily to like ppls.. or can say fall in love.. theres nth really good bout her.. and she used to live in her own world...

until she meet lots more frenz.. she meet more guys.. she found that d world outside her shell is better... she abandon her shell.. and live in the fancy world of the society..

but now... she regret... coz w/o her shell to protect her... she jz easily get hurt.. not physically.. but mentally.. spiritually..

she is back to her shell again.. not for any reason.. but jz to protect herself.. build up a defensive wall.. not only block d others.. but also seal her heart from getting hurt.. is too pain to get wound again..

so she choose to stop herself before get hurt.. let go everything before it hurt her..

she doubt.. do her doing the right thing? chossing d right way to do this...?

she just too coward to step forward.. and cant take it anymore.. if choose to step forward.. she cant act nth if anything happens...

so, she choose to remain d same and slowly get lost in their world.. this is d best way dat she can think of it..

perhaps.. lil' crabby can stand in front of her frenz n say "im nth at all!!" again lik last time.. back to her cartoon face.. cat act.. with a deep secret sealed in d deep bottom of her heart....