lil' crabby life..

once.. there is a lil' crabby.. she ealily to get touched.. she easily to like ppls.. or can say fall in love.. theres nth really good bout her.. and she used to live in her own world...

until she meet lots more frenz.. she meet more guys.. she found that d world outside her shell is better... she abandon her shell.. and live in the fancy world of the society..

but now... she regret... coz w/o her shell to protect her... she jz easily get hurt.. not physically.. but mentally.. spiritually..

she is back to her shell again.. not for any reason.. but jz to protect herself.. build up a defensive wall.. not only block d others.. but also seal her heart from getting hurt.. is too pain to get wound again..

so she choose to stop herself before get hurt.. let go everything before it hurt her..

she doubt.. do her doing the right thing? chossing d right way to do this...?

she just too coward to step forward.. and cant take it anymore.. if choose to step forward.. she cant act nth if anything happens...

so, she choose to remain d same and slowly get lost in their world.. this is d best way dat she can think of it..

perhaps.. lil' crabby can stand in front of her frenz n say "im nth at all!!" again lik last time.. back to her cartoon face.. cat act.. with a deep secret sealed in d deep bottom of her heart....

complicated ar!!!!

is jz happen is jz happen!!
i dunno how to say this out!! but IS JZ HAPPEN!!!!!!
arrrhhhhhhgggghhhhhhhh!!!!
im gonna bang myself to wall ady..
i jz hard to gv up on this..
i lik d feel whn we are helping each other to complete d same thing!!
jz lik whn we shooting law video!!
jz lik whn skytrex!!
jz lik whn we put on our effort on d event!!
i lik this feeling!! i love this feelings!!
is too great!! coz im sure dat im not alone that time!!
and im glad dat im not alone!!
i got u all.. i got u all beside me!! whn i turn around.. i still can see u all around me!!
i know this!! i knew it!!
we share d fun.. we share d joy!! and i really enjoy this very much!!!
bao bei, xue yi, mun, lao ba, lao ma, sai ma, xiao hui, and everyone!!!
YOU MAKE MY LIFE WONDERFUL!!! ^^ thanks a lot!!!

is all for my dear H8-ians frenz

this is d last event that H8-ians goin to do before finish d diploma n go for training..
dat means.. this is d last time that we can gather together to complete a task.. a challenge..

i still rmb whn we told to do d event for coursework.. not really willing to do it coz hv to do it with seniors.. n most of us hv bad impression on d senoirs... hahaha~

but now.. d event that we preparing now bond us together..
we have discussions.. agreements... disagreements.. quarrel.. beh song this n that..
but still we are still working out for d events..

im so appriciate on this event.. coz this will make my diploma more colorful n have a very memorialable.. i discovered many other faces of d fellow frenz.. haha.. we do work as a team.. we learn from each other.. we help each other...

indirectly.. our bond had tied 2gether... d h8-ians spirit.. a spirit that no one can substitute.. coz is only from all of us..

dear frenz.. thx u all.. thx a lot.. i learnt a lot form u all.. thx for willing to help out... thx for being beside me all d time.. thx for supporting me.. thx for guiding me.. and... thx for being my frenz~ i know dat i hardly have this done if u all are not with me~

THANKS~

dont test my limit!!

im sincerely warning here.. ediot! dont ever try to act cool n test my limit!!
do your job as a team mate.. dont u dragging other for doing that all alone!!
is bout YOUR marks n OUR marks too!!
if u DONT WANT to put effort in it.. jz tell teacher dat U ARE QUIT!!
dont stay at here dragging ppl down!!
trust mi.. u r a talented actor.. coz jz hv to act in front of ppl!!
U ARE NOTHING!!
if u wanna challenge on d teamwork.. great!! c'mon!!
u wil noe how wrong u have done!! including challenging on ppls!!
u better shut ur f'kin mouth and get those things done before d event!!
u better be good and make urself useful!! and bout d individual writing report..
ur name will be ruined!! trust mi.. if i can say this out..
dats means i will do it!!

and for others dat DONT KNOW WHAT U ARE DOING:
plz pick up and do ur job as a part of d group!!
plz do ur job nicely!!
if u dun wan ppl to complaint bout ur task n job.. jz do it nicely n shut those ppl mouth!!
dont ever only know how to say but DO NOTHING AT ALL!!